It’s Wednesday night and I’m back at my desk. I hear the ‘morning pages’ technique works, maybe I should do that… It’s been a few days since Kat went home and I’ve been left to look over a good long time without a relationship. I tend to keep details involving relationships short as the other [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: Kushiel's Legacy, sex change, Tattoo, The Kingdom Comes, The Lady General, Transsexuality
Filed under: Jade's Diary, Transsexuality

As far as I’ve come, I’ve found increasingly that who I am today is partially in thanks to those friends I have had, and who I have lost over time. Either because the friendship was online, or a passing away. I was thumbing through my bookshelf recently, tidying it up and organizing a little bit [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: sex change
Filed under: Jade's Diary

I remember when I wrote the last post like this, on New Years 2008. I was living with  my father, curled up on a couch in his partner’s office, looking back over the last year. To understand 2008,  find myself looking to 2007. The depression in Victoria, WoW guild drama, moving back to Toronto. Without [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: BDSM, Cybele, Funcom, Gallae, Lady Lioness, Priestess, sex change, SRS, The Lady General, The Longest Journey, Toronto, Transsexuality, World of Warcraft
Filed under: Jade's Diary

So, in the wee hours of the morning when I should be sleeping, I’m here browsing the web and staring at a blank page. First of all, I’d like to thank everyone who have passed along letters of support and kind comments either here, on Facebook or email. I say it a lot, but it [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: Liberal Party of Canada, sex change, The Lady General, Transsexuality, World of Warcraft
Filed under: Jade's Diary, Transsexuality

I’ve thought this over a lot. How do I describe all of my experiences, they could fill a book. (One day possibly…) So, I think about a condensed version, the defining moments; but those are difficult to put into words. I still want to post something, maybe give some insight in this corner of narcassism [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: Cybele, Gallae, sex change, SRS, The Great Goddess
Filed under: Cybeline Faith, Transsexuality

Nov 20th is the ‘Transsexual Day of Remembrance’ (AKA “Remembering our Dead”) and it isn’t the happiest of occasions. Still, I am happy that I beat the odds and am alive today. Post-op, even. I am so lucky and honored to be surrounded by people who love me, and I hope I never take that [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: Remembering Our Dead, sex change, SRS, Transsexuality
Filed under: Jade's Diary

In a few hours I’m leaving to go to Montreal for my SRS. I’d like to say to all my friends and family, thank you so much for all your support, kind words and councilling. I’m not sure when my next update here will be, but I plan on keeping a journal of what goes [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: sex change, SRS, Transsexuality
Filed under: Transsexuality

I missed an appointment with my psych for the first time since knowing him. (6 years) I feel really guilty about it, but at the same time its just adding to feeling overwhelmed. This is a really good thing that days are turning to hours in the countdown that’s about to happen. But its a [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: sex change, SRS, Transsexuality
Filed under: Transsexuality

I finally killed that cold virus that took the oppertunity to pounce on my impressive immune system under stress. So that’s making me happier, despite the cough holding on for dear life. The week past quickly to tell the truth. The days seem to be getting shorter. With my life in limbo, sorta thankful for [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: Hormone Therapy, sex change, SRS, Transsexuality
Filed under: Transsexuality

Is it wrong that everytime I imagine the tug of war between my hormones that I picture them rather graphically. Not in terms of blood, more in terms of this bizarre tranny cartoon. At this point its mostly taking place on a beach, not unlike Juno, Gold or Utah. Testosterone is accurately represented for what [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: sex change, tranny, Transsexuality
Filed under: Transsexuality