Before sleep, because I can’t believe I’m still awake. Many small stories to tell from the first day of Year 2 (Technically Year 5, but who’s counting?) of my university career. Anyone who reads this blog should know that I suffer from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) and crowds are a huge triggering factor for that. [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: Alan Moore, BDSM, Cybele, Lynn C. Chancer, PTSD, Sadomasochism in Everyday Life, The Great Goddess, The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen, University
Filed under: Jade' Kinks, Jade's Diary

Happy Full Moon! So I’m back in therapy, and it went alright. Emotionally draining, but it went alright. Just so long on, and it’s still with me. I suppose I just felt compelled to write that. It’s a quiet night, full moon, and I need a distraction. So I might write a little, might write [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: BDSM, The Lady General
Filed under: Jade' Kinks, Jade's Diary, The Lady General

Loup Garrou or Tatjyana Novikov, I am not. Not yet. But I’m getting closer. Even if Loup was a classic style boxer, and Tatjyana’s style is informal and self-described as ‘Norden street prostitute’. Regardless, I returned to a slightly more formal training regiment today and it was good. Difficult but good. My previous instructor isn’t [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: BDSM, Cybeline, Jacqueline Carey, kickboxing, Santa Olivia, The Great Goddess
Filed under: Jade's Diary

Been thinking a lot about the future lately. Suppose, I’ve had time. Especially now that I finally got my year, impressing one psychology professor. Truthfully been up and down. Still dealing with things. It won’t let go, and has been resurfacing. I had a conversation with a friend who has dealt with PTSD longer than [...]

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Tags: BDSM, Cybele, The Great Goddess
Filed under: Jade' Kinks, Jade's Diary

Having a bit of a rough night, progress on my novel isn’t happening so I figured I would watch documentaries, read Wonder Woman comics and post here. Hello, all. First, the mood isn’t related to Germany loosing to Spain (the fuck?). if you read this blog with any regularity you’ve probably noticed the German football [...]

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Tags: BDSM, Blizzard, Cybele, Football, Germany, Starcraft, The Great Goddess, The Lady General, Wonder Woman
Filed under: Jade's Diary

I am in a fantastic mood, because I’m done 4/5 courses including the hardest exam of the bunch. It involved being on campus for two days in a row and that just destroyed me energy wise. Also all the studying had completely interrupted my gym schedule. However! After the psychology (the hard one) exam I [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: BDSM, kickboxing, The Lady General, Wonder Woman
Filed under: Jade's Diary, The Lady General

I’ve been wanting to do a generally uplifting post for a while now. So I’ve decided to list my favourite people, places, things and give them the Jade Castillo award for being awesome, incredible and or inspiring. I might do more of these, and some entries are going to be bleeding obvious. Still, for some [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: BDSM, Cybele, Day9, Epica, George Orwell, Jacuqline Carey, Kushiel's Legacy, Nightwish, Santa Olivia, Sean Plott, SRS, Starcraft, Steam, Tarja Turunen, The Great Goddess, Theatre of Tragedy, Valve, Within Temptation, Xandria
Filed under: Cybeline Faith, Jade' Kinks, Jade's Diary, Starcraft

But first our top story. Dentist says my teeth are in excellent shape. *smiles* Which is good because Germany advances to the Round of 16 and that makes me smile. Actually Germany beating Ghana 1-0 and heading towards the Ro16 is probably the biggest news as it just happened. After the ref was a fucking [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: BDSM, Cybele, Cybeline, Germany, Stephen Harper, The Great Goddess, World Cup
Filed under: Cybeline Faith, Jade' Kinks, Jade's Diary

Lacking on the first of the month updates, but I’m here now and figured I’d write about what’s up. Figure I’ll cover the updates on PTSD, then projects, and finally go into a bit about how I identified my weakness and my thoughts on it (related to superstimuli mentioned earlier). The very good news is [...]

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Tags: BDSM, kickboxing, The Lady General, Transsexuality
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Joy I’m quite pleased, it took hours of work but I finished and edited the first part of the novel. Of course I still have a year to get the rest done, but that should go smoothly. Two major inspirations came to me in the last few days and I’m really excited as they work [...]

posted by Jade Castillo
Tags: BDSM, Cybele, kickboxing, Kushiel's Legacy, Network Neutrality, Starcraft, The Great Goddess, The Lady General
Filed under: Jade' Kinks, Jade's Diary, Starcraft, The Lady General